When life gets strange in the head

so heres the update so far, i have my permit not hip hip hoora
All my finals are over and my relaxing classes are 2mrro
I have been running even if its just speed work mainly (i see anything less than 4 miles as speed work)
there is a slim possiblity that i will get to take the comapss test on sat but if i dont i sohuld be later next week
after that im free
this past like forever and a year i have been going a little stressed out crazy and now that all my tests and stuff are over i can relax a bit more and just do a little more of what i want i have to start getting up better so i can drive to seminary if im slow i wont get to be the one behind the wheel =(
soo yea thats about it the general stress is over and the new semester is coming, track is quickly aproaching and im struggling to get back into shape on time
im signing up for next years classes soon so more stress soon
im rambling again so im gunna cut this post off -

Life

well school is now just about halfway over and i figured it all out well enough i made it
and friends have shifted postions and other various things but in the end its all going pretty good
im about to jump into stress headfirst but whatever you can only do so much, i am planning on tackling -The permit test
-the compass test
-finals
-keeping my regular life in order
-running my but off with whats going on
-figureing everything out
so im purely terrified to be frankly honest that i will screw up on any number of those things so if i seem a little off that is me trying to cope through the week if im seeming close to normal i probably ran recently so i guess i will update when all thats over

Best of EFY 2010

highlight of the month(so far)
so yesterday i went to best of efy and had a blast the speakers were awesome and really helpful/entertaining and the dance was probably the best one ive been to since XC camp i actualy was able to be me again, (with some nudging along from a friend) and i just had fun which i honestly dont get to do as often as i would like but it was fun i bounced around talking to most everybody in my various groups, i had some good talks with people that i dont get to very often anymore and it was overall just a blast

i was told i hadnt posted since november

life keeps on moving
well Traci got married and got outa here off to idaho so now its finaly quiet
09 is officialy over wootwoot
And now on to this year 2010
School is back(BOOOOOOOO) and i got fairly frustrated with my english teacher about
how much stuff he has for us in such a short time blech and i wont get into my rant about APBIO
so onto much happier things i have started running again and magicaly im back into a better mindset and better mood =)
its taking a toll but i love it anyway
49 days till freedom =)

November

well i figure i should post sometime or another no we didnt end up making it but it wasn't that big of a deal at districts i got 65 with 17:29.5 so that was a disappointment, the main reason that sucked is that i was 3rd for my team with that place and time but whatever nobody can stop the swine.
My classes and everything have been improving a ton i have 4 A's one B and one C all in all decent grades the c is a little sad but hey it is APBio so there isnt a ton that i can do mostly since season got over my schedule dropped and i now have nothing occupying my free time but video games books and music, kinda sad that i cant motivate myself enough to pick my but off the couch. eventually im going to have to jump back into it and start running but that will be another day ;)
Seminary-school-bus-walk-hw/book/music/video games-eat-sleep-repeat
i really need to do something before i go nuts
books are good =)

Im back into the track of thinking i might do theater tech aain next year but it keeps changing like every other thing in my life right now we shall see

League

well i did it i both made it as individual to districts and i also helped to make it so my team made it as a team in pretty happy i even PD'ed with a time of 17:21 (2 second PR) and i made it through the whole season on varsity racing most of it as our #5 runner a big leap from last year(about #14 with a PR of 19:22) so im pretty much happy camper man
failing my first APBio test was a very humbling experience but the fact that the average test score was like a 55% softened that blow. Im actualy doing fairly well in my classes considering this is the first time ive ever challanged myself with harder classes i guess its just that now i have the long term perspective of things and am trying to whip my butt into gear. Photography is by far my favorite class this year actualy giving me something good to stay awake with in the mornings im still having my issues with my math class which i still find funny since im wide awake in seminaryjust half an hour before.
im not sure why but theater tech just isnt as enjoyable for mwe this year its kinda weird i mean i pretty much loved the class last year but now its just like blech ok next why are we doing this crap
o and back to running the highlight of the day, i am totaly likeing this years team its AWESOME all the sophmores are pretty tight nit so thats cool because of all the invites and just the link of our races ive gotten to know the varsity guys alot better and they are all pretty cool even though a few of them kept bouncing around their spots on the team. Im lookin forward to districts soooo much im glad that i get to go this year. i should post next saturday if we make it as a team to state. so until then

moving up

well seaside was a total and complete blast i did amazing too i got a 18:03 and 36th, 10th in my division so i even got a medal so that was tight. it was cool to watch everybody else totally drench themselves in the mudpit .
on this last meet Wednesday i made yet again another minute PR hitting 17:23 so that was awesome and with that race i moved from 7th to #5 so now im actually fairly important to the team scoring ,im lovig it though these past couple of days have been amazing ive just finally been bursting through and being able to run my heart out like never before it feels amazing and even when im running that fast i dont feel it taxing my body quite as much running that hard that fast

school has been great ive been surprised that everything is sliding together as nice as it is, photo is fun tech normally should be fun but my teacher found a way to tick me off but w/e i figured a way around that anyway, my teachers are all pretty good except for my math teacher who shouldnt really be labeled as a teacher since all she ever does is read out of the book not really teaching us much from her own intellect which is depressing its one of those classes that you can sit in the back reading a book half the time and still know it better that most of the people who were listening getting confused. all in all life is good at the moment slightly simple in some aspects hard or complicated in others im still living it up anyway.

as ive said in the past seminary is freaking amazing even if it cuts an hour of sleep out of my life its worth it life probly wouldnt be going so smooth without it.

i should post more in the next week or two but i dunno