12 for track 22 for sixteen

well i decided that i should post a little something since i havnt in a bit , i cant remember what exactly i posted last so i might leave stuff out or go over stuff again.
so something a friend said got me thinking - like alot, i was told to step up and do my part in every aspsct of my life running school church all of it, so i did a re-evaluation of my life as i see it
and just looking at things ya im doing better but really my heart hasnt been in alot of what ive been doing for a while so im going back into life fighting , i had gotten to a point where i wasnt reading my scriptures as much as i should be so i fixed that, i hadnt been running very seriously so i wrote out a plan for myself and im following through with it so that i can kick some major but this coming season. and with school i already kinda knew i wasnt on the total right track so i had already been veering back into the right and doing better now im pushing myself even harder.
and then with my other aspects of life ive been driving some even if my mom wont let me drive with her yet and that has been kinda fun
one of the big things that i want to change is the fact that i havent rlly been doing things with my friends for quite a while, shool and running have kinda taken over my life and consumed everything else.

lets hope im in good enough shape in 12 days

When life gets strange in the head

so heres the update so far, i have my permit not hip hip hoora
All my finals are over and my relaxing classes are 2mrro
I have been running even if its just speed work mainly (i see anything less than 4 miles as speed work)
there is a slim possiblity that i will get to take the comapss test on sat but if i dont i sohuld be later next week
after that im free
this past like forever and a year i have been going a little stressed out crazy and now that all my tests and stuff are over i can relax a bit more and just do a little more of what i want i have to start getting up better so i can drive to seminary if im slow i wont get to be the one behind the wheel =(
soo yea thats about it the general stress is over and the new semester is coming, track is quickly aproaching and im struggling to get back into shape on time
im signing up for next years classes soon so more stress soon
im rambling again so im gunna cut this post off -

Life

well school is now just about halfway over and i figured it all out well enough i made it
and friends have shifted postions and other various things but in the end its all going pretty good
im about to jump into stress headfirst but whatever you can only do so much, i am planning on tackling -The permit test
-the compass test
-finals
-keeping my regular life in order
-running my but off with whats going on
-figureing everything out
so im purely terrified to be frankly honest that i will screw up on any number of those things so if i seem a little off that is me trying to cope through the week if im seeming close to normal i probably ran recently so i guess i will update when all thats over